What I Need In a Nutshell

I had a friend ask me what I wanted the other day. I can't really seem to explain that to anyone including myself. I do know that I want to make that special person feel loved. All I want is a person that can take care of me and that will take me despite my many faults. Okay so that's not all I want but that's what I need. .. let me put it like this

21 Things About Love

Romance is like slug bug (yes I know it's a wacky analogy. I'm a wacky girl). Everyone plays it differently. Here's how I like to play.
#1-Most girls want chocolate. I would rather a bouquet of crazy daisies.
#2- Dates don't need to cost a lot of money. In fact it's slightly awkward when they are.
#3-Short and sweet is just as good as the wild and crazy when you really love your partner. Sometimes it's even better.
#4- There is the emotion to love and then there is the capacity to love. Your capacity grows with time and experience. You can't love past your capacity.
#5- True love isn't achieved until the emotion love and the capacity to love grow together.
#6- You can never truly love a person that doesn't love you back. Reciprocation is essential.
#7- Old vibes create problems. Be careful who you give your heart to. You will always be connected weather you like it or not.
#8- You are not a bad person if you date your best friends ex unless you are doing it out of vengeance. Vengeance will hurt all three of you.
#9- Sex is for marriage period.
#10- Love doesn't need to be complicated. If it is complicated fix it!
#11- Talk. Words help create a strong foundation.
#12- The words I love you are sacred. Don't say them unless you mean them.
#13- to run out screaming is to be a coward. You can't fix a problem when you run away from them.
#14- It takes two to Tango. It also takes two to create an argument. It also takes two to love.
#15- One person can't always carry the relationship. You need to be equal partners. Both people need to take part in decisions.
#16- Don't do anything you aren't ready for.
#17-It's okay to take it slow.
#18- It's okay to think of yourself every once in a while. If you don't you're going to explode eventually or grow to resent the person you love.
#19- The words "Don't worry about it" does not stop me from worrying. It just tells me that there's something to worry about.
#20- Honesty is essential.
#21- Trust is also essential.
To tie in the last two when you're not in a serious relationship maybe you don't need to know every tiny detail. They will tell you when they are ready to tell you. Don't let it put a wedge in-between you even if it's a pain. Being pushy doesn't bring them closer it pushes them away. I might need to work on this myself....

Thoughts of a Graduate

I'm done! I did it! Look out world here I come. For those of you that don't know (I'm pretty sure that applies to none of you) I'm going to UVU in the fall. I got into the honors program and I'm planning on majoring in Social Science and minoring in Theater....I'm not quite sure how I'm going to fit the dance in. I love you all! Thank you to mom, dad, grandmas and grandpas, Andrea and Ben, Mike (who has been more of an influence than I think he knows), Teresa, all of my friends (especially Michael who saved my butt on a couple of occasions this past month (: ), and my wonderful teachers. I couldn't have done this without you.

Music and Me

You know that feeling you get when you hear a certain song and you can't stop thinking about that certain someone? This song does that to me. :) Smile!

Things that make me happy

1- Having a super cute boyfriend that lets me use his computer 2- Getting random foot rubs 3-The words "I love you" 4-letting myself be me 5- cuddling 6- simplicity Overall I just love being with the marvelous person sitting next to me. Life is sweet.

Happy

I am living my life. I am thinking of myself. I'm a nicer person. I am closer to my family. I am less irritable. I am unique. I am special. I can smile. I am moving on. I can love. Others can love me. I am happy. Nothing can stop me now (:

Back to normal.........if anything in my life is ever REALLY normal.

My school is cool. One of the coolest things about it is that we have a thing called Winterum. Winterum is a three week intensive study doing whatever you want. We do this right after Christmas break. This year I did a physical activity and dance winterum. I went to school at the normal time but instead of doing my regular classes I went and worked out for two hours, doing Zumba, Pilates, and Ti Boe. After we finished with that we would work on ballroom or hip hop. I had never done hip hop and it was crazy! I'm not what you would call an amazing hip hop dancer but I enjoyed myself. On four of the days we did ballroom. Everyone in the class was a first timer (every one except for Kyli and I) and we only had four boys. That made things difficult. Sadly our dance teacher was also super sick. On a brighter side, that made it so Kyli and I could try our hand at teaching. Mrs. Mullish would teach some of the basic stuff and then demonstrate with one of us, and then we got to go around fixing everyone. I loved it! However as a result I learned to really dislike cheerleaders. They never participated and were always rude. But I came away with switching all my body fat for muscle. I want it to stay that way.
However as fun as Winterum was things had to go back to normal. I started up on my regular classes this Monday. I got some new classes. I kept both my AP English classes and Seminary, but I picked up Geology, Chamber Choir, Geography, and Computer Tec. AND I'M A TA!!! I'm happy with everything except Geography, which I am only taking because I'm required to have it in order to graduate. It's full of Freshman ):
On top of everything going back to normal, dearest Gregory decided to pick up Bronchitis over Winterum. It didn't get really bad until Sunday, so he didn't find out what was wrong with him until Monday and he was gone from school all week long. ): I'm kind of surprised that I didn't pick up on the disease myself. But he got back today and it pretty much better (: After a long week I'm going to the school basketball game and dance tonight with him, Kyli and, Micheal. And then tomorrow my best friend from first grade is flying in today so we're having lunch tomorrow!!! Well until next time!